On the Brink - from "Oblivious to the Obvious"

I canít move, I canít sleep
I canít eat, I canít breathe
Without pain

I feel weak, I feel trapped
I feel tired, I feel sapped
Once again

I am done, I am gone
I am spent, I am drawn
To the brink

Every time this happens
I lose the ground Iíve gained
If this is what my life is
Complaints canít be contained

Iím beat down, Iím held up
Iím held down, Iím beat up
Is there nothing I can do?
Iím led right, Iím pulled wrong
Iím pushed right, Iím dead wrong
If I admit that I am through

I was strong, I was me
I was whole, I was free
Without pain

I want hope, I want time
I want health, I want life
Once again

I need help, I need you
I need peace, I need to
Live again

Every time this happens
I should be more aware
Itís nothing I canít handle
Even though it seems unfair

Iím beat down, Iím held up
Iím held down, Iím beat up
Is there nothing I can do?
Iím led right, Iím pulled wrong
Iím pushed right, Iím dead wrong
If I admit that I am through

Evaluating, complicating, accelerating to the brink
Accumulating, calculating, substantiating at the brink
Negotiating, meditating, separating on the brink
Retaliating, isolating, evaporating from the brink
Hallucinating, regulating, medicating to the brink
Disintegrating, speculating, fluctuating at the brink
Concentrating, navigating, suffocating on the brink
Operating, supplicating, liberating from the brink

I have faith, I have will
I have strength, I have still
To overcome

I wonít stop, I wonít break
I wonít lose, I wonít take
Anymore

I will stand, I will fight
I will try, I will right
What is wrong

Every time this happens
I know what I derive
I always receive strength from you
That helps me to survive

Iím beat down, Iím held up
Iím held down, Iím beat up
But thereís something I can do
Iím led right, Iím pulled wrong
Iím pushed right, Iím dead wrong
If I think I wonít pull through